To be honest, I didn't think I'd get used to it at all, either I... gave my first time to someone I'd met here, actually. He was... gentle. And patient.

[ Yes, he.

Again, that pang in his chest. He's thoughtful as he speaks, hoping telling her this will soothe her somewhat.

Lost isn't quite the right term. Nothing was taken or stolen. It had been asked for and he gave it. And while he isn't quite used to it, her certainly is more open to the idea now. Not enough to go and seek out sex casually but enough to use it as a means to earn a few extra credits. Especially now that he's made up his mind to do so in order to help Shiemi get by. Part of him can't stomach the thought of her being pushed into this just to survive. ]

...but I can see why you'd want those firsts to be with someone you trust. I'm... honored that you trust me enough to.

[ There's a small chuckle as the circumstances leading to his first come to mind. ]

Just... be careful of what you eat or drink here.