He can't help but think back to his first time. When he arrived here, he was pure as... well... the driven snow. He still held to his religion, to his scruples, to the little protective shell he kept around himself to keep others from coming in. The rare kind of child who didn't have sex on the brain because he had other things on his mind.
And he thinks back to the man who had slowly stripped that all away. He'd taken his first kiss. His first encounter. Weaned him away from clinging to hard to his faith, even got him to start questioning it. The man he never got to properly say goodbye to. He would be one of those so many 'what ifs' rather than some definite answer. He wonders if he gave off this sort of nervous apprehension during that first time. Was he this unsure? This nervous?
Thus the small sad smile that's visible on Yukio's face a moment before he gets up and returns with a chocolate bar, snapping it in half and offering the girl one half. ]
Here.
[ He'd been saving that... just in case... but he figures it's time to pay it forward. It's one of those aphro laced bars and he offers it out to calm her nerves. Hopefully that makes things easier. He's already slipped one of the squares from his half in his mouth. Never really been one for sweets but the taste brings him back. ]
...I had my first time here too... the chocolate helped at least.
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He can't help but think back to his first time. When he arrived here, he was pure as... well... the driven snow. He still held to his religion, to his scruples, to the little protective shell he kept around himself to keep others from coming in. The rare kind of child who didn't have sex on the brain because he had other things on his mind.
And he thinks back to the man who had slowly stripped that all away. He'd taken his first kiss. His first encounter. Weaned him away from clinging to hard to his faith, even got him to start questioning it. The man he never got to properly say goodbye to. He would be one of those so many 'what ifs' rather than some definite answer. He wonders if he gave off this sort of nervous apprehension during that first time. Was he this unsure? This nervous?
Thus the small sad smile that's visible on Yukio's face a moment before he gets up and returns with a chocolate bar, snapping it in half and offering the girl one half. ]
Here.
[ He'd been saving that... just in case... but he figures it's time to pay it forward. It's one of those aphro laced bars and he offers it out to calm her nerves. Hopefully that makes things easier. He's already slipped one of the squares from his half in his mouth. Never really been one for sweets but the taste brings him back. ]
...I had my first time here too... the chocolate helped at least.